Okay, I have some results finally. I went to the hospital near me this morning and had my hCG levels tested again. One of the midwives called me a little while ago. The levels dropped to 9,000 from 12,000 on Monday. I miscarried. :(
But because it looks incomplete (based on the bit still in my uterus), they have offered to do a D&C. I declined, as I want to wait for things to happen naturally. And so I’ve been “given” a week but then they want me to come in for hCG testing again. While I really don’t want to do another blood test (a bit of a phobia here), I’ve realized that it will help me significantly to see the numbers drop even more. Closure, I suppose.
I am still processing my emotions, but right now I feel melancholy yet relieved, and also peace. I know He’s in control! I didn’t accidentally miscarry.
Thank you for being with me through all of this! 💕
To leave things on a happy note, Elizabeth loves watching the rain. 😊
*Update: Test Results (how it all ended)*